Slowly opening the door, I nervouslychecked inside the room. I am well aware that Onii-chan should be outright now but, for the one in a million chance that it will beexposed that I entered his room without permission, I can’t let myguard down. Having closed the door behind me, I looked at thecurrently empty bed with flushed cheeks. Although I was fighting mydesire to just roll around in it forever, holding back for too longproved impossible and I collapsed onto the bed. Right after that, Itook Onii-chan’s pillow and hugged it with my whole body.
Hauuu…..it smells just likeOnii-chan, making my head spin of pleasure……
What I am currently doing belongs to mydaily routine only when Onii-chan is out. Because I felt so hot doingit though, I couldn’t stop myself from rolling around while huggingthe pillow.
"Nya…..Onii-chan….."
I-I’m well aware that I shouldn’t bedoing this right now but it definitely isn’t my fault!
….That is because even though Ithought that the both of us would finally be getting closer since Imade him my stand-in, it just won’t work out it seems.
It’s finally our summer vacation, sowhy isn’t anything happening! Of course, we did go on a date and atrip to the sea! But that was merely for our operation….
"S-Still, Onii-chan said that helikes my novel, so shouldn’t he have realized my feelings bynow….?"
I tried to comfort myself with thesewords but that anxious feeling won’t disappear. In that moment, mysight went towards the bookshelf in his room, specifically on hislight novel collection.
"D-Don’t tell me….by saying to methat he likes my novel, he merely meant to say that he likes lightnovels in general…..?"
Realizing the words I just spoke out,my whole body twitched because of the shock.
…..No no. No no no no….Thatshouldn’t be possible!
Feeling that my anxiousness only grew,I heightened my grip on his pillow…..but once that thought enteredmy mind, it wouldn’t go away that easy.
"T-That’s not the case, right? Mynovel is special after all….? Onii-chan….."
