"Haaaa…. why isn’t my relationshipwith Onii-chan not progressing…?
While rolling around in my bed, Itightly hugged my pillow. Three months had already passed sinceOnii-chan became my stand-in. I expected our relationship todrastically change, something similar to newlyweds perhaps, with lotsof lovey-dovey flirty moments.
"Ugh….reality can be so strictsometimes."
Truth be told, our chances to starttalking to each other started to rise after I began to ask him foradvice, right? Besides that though, our relationship from beforedidn’t change at all.
"I do understand that my ineptitudeto become honest with myself is at fault here…."
But, Onii-chan said that the heroine inmy novel was cute. Since that heroine is build upon my own character(when I’m honest that is), he should be able to fall in lovewith—-no, rather than that, he should just fall in love with menow! It would be totally OK if he would just k-k-k-k-k-kiss me out ofthe blue! Actually, I’d really welcome that! If he would just dothat, I’d become the happiest person on the planet.
"Ehe, ehehehehe, ha?!
C-Calm down. Reality isn’t like that.
"Don’t tell me….does Onii-chan havesomeone he is already in love with….?"
Ha?! My heart almost stopped because ofmy thoughts. I should not think about these unhealthy thoughts rightnow! However, no matter how much I try to throw that thought out, italways comes flying to the back of my mind. Onii-chan has Himuro-sanand Double-Peace around him, both of them have a strong charm.There’s also the possibility that he is attracted to them.
"And also, Onii-chan said there is noway he would like little sisters….
M-Maybe…is being his little sister ano-go? T-That can’t be right?!
"I-I can’t waver here! I have to acthere or else—"
Jumping up from my bed, I dashed out ofmy room. I am the one that loves Onii-chan the most in the world!
"If only there was a chance to geteven closer to Onii-chan…."
