I Became the Strongest With The Failure Frame【Abnormal State Skill】As I Devastated Everything
Chapter 12
Chapter 12
Despairin the lowest level
My parents were a terrible person .
Abuse have become part of the daily life . The environment was terrible . My personality was also twisted .
[It’s that brat with the abominable eyes . ]
When my father vomits, he kicks the young me . As per usual . My mother also uses violence . Along with heartless words . I just had to give birth . I can’t even kill an unwanted brat here in Japan, or so she says .
At that moment, a violent veil covered my thoughts .
Those bastards, I’ll kill them someday .
Now that I think about it, was that the so called survival instinct? I’ll be killed if I keep going as it is . My instinct tells me so . That’s what I thought .
But one day . My parents are suddenly missing . They left me behind .
They just suddenly disappeared .
My uncle’s family took custody of me . Before my parents disappeared, they told me to call my uncle .
“I entrust the brat to you . ”
My uncle’s family took custody of me with conviction . I was raised in an environment that I thought was not “ordinary” . My uncle’s family were kind people . I decided that I’d be a child without problems . For these people . I don’t want to bother these people about me . Mimori Touka have come to know kindness . Thanks to my uncle’s family .
I have to be a child without problems .
And then I noticed,
I’ve become air .
I’ve become a mob . I’ve become harmless . I’ve become normal .
However, it may have returned before the transfer…
The real – “Mimori Touka” .
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I open my eyes .
The cold ground . It’s quite ruggy . My back hurts . I raise my body .
[……hmm… . . ]
I look around .
[So this is the Disposal Ruins, huh…]
It’s dark . It’s too deep . The darkness . The status… can I confirm it?
[Status Open . ]
A robotic voice echoed in my head .
I see . It’s necessary to have enough visibility, huh… Ah, right… I move my hand . I feel around the nearby ground . Oh .
[Found it . ]
The touch of leather . My unique item . I grab it and held it in my hand . I can feel the jewelry near my thumb . If I put magic energy in this jewel, it would illuminate, right . . ? I’m reminded of that time when I use my personal skill on that goddess . Reminder, it’s that shitty goddess’ commentary .
Magic energy, injecting .
The jewel began to shine a faint light . The leather bag also emits light along with it . That’s great . Really, a feeling of “being able to use magic” .
[Oh?]
It may be weak, my field of vision still became better .
I look around .
Bare rock surface . A ceiling with intense unevenness . The ground is also strangely bumpy .
[Rather than a ruin, it’s more like a cave . ]
Hmm? Is there something? I stand up and approach .
[—-wha!?]
S, skull…? Are these from a human?
[Ack~!] (T/N: gross onomatopeia)
Furtheremore, it’s just a half of a skull . Where’s the other half? Was it broken into two? I gulped .
It was broken into two .
By what?
[………]
It’s settled .
“Something” is in this ruins . My heart is beating like crazy . That’s right . This is the disposal ruins with zero survival rate .
Is it because my consciousness that have been half awake has become clear? The area around my temple began to pulsate . If you think normally, Mimori Touka will die . Right here . The goddess may not be here, but returning to the ground would still be difficult . Unusual sweat began to spout out . Die? Will I die? I have a bad feeling about this . The putrid scent of death is drifting everywhere . The scent of death from this disposal ruins .
Those guys, will I become like them?
Deathly footsteps . This feeling… Something, important . What is this?
That’s it .
The feeling I had when I’m living with my real parents .
I’m about to be killed .
My heart is rumbling . It’s pulsing became intense .
It’s dangerous here .
My instinct tells me so . To me . To Mimori Touka . Live . To be alive .
The reason for the warning is immediately apparent .
Suddenly– The brightness has increased . The surface of the skull becomes orange . The skull reflects some light?
[———]
It’s coming .
Behind me,
Something,
is coming .
Something that emits orange light .
[Fu shi yu oo… . uooorrrrrrroaaaaa~! shi yu~ oo~ oo~!]
Something falls on the ground . Something sounds like its melting .
Did it just melt the ground?
The irregularities in the ground I saw earlier were quite intricate . Is it because of that shuwashuwa I heard earlier?
What the? Something is… behind me? I want to make sure . But, I didn’t turn around . The reason is because I’m sure .
The moment I move, I’ll be killed .
My reasoning acted as a brake . It’s telling me . Don’t move .
The one who destroyed the breaks— is my instinct .
I started running .
But,
The moment I started running, I fell over…
However, this turned to be my good fortune .
Grazing through overhead– something with a heavy mass .
Wind pressure . Readjusting my posture, I run . Only to be blown out by wind pressure .
Just now, did it just–?
Did it just try to hit me? Did it just try to catch me?
Either way, My head, I need to do something, I should try .
Full speed ahead .
No time to turn around . Absolutely, no time at all . The feeling of adrenaline runs through me . My whole body . Every cell in my body is scared . My teeth is now chattering .
Shivering, Chattering…
It’s still ringing, bit by bit .
I know . I get it . I understood .
No . Level . Status . and,
Bloodthirst .
This adrenaline .
That’s right .
The real intent to kill .
It was different from what the goddess have released . The goddess intends to overpower . Now, the intent of that “something” on my back–
That’s bloodthirst .
While running, I suddenly realized . Hurriedly, I hide the leather bag in my uniform . This light have become a mark . That’s right . I’m going to slip in the dark . ………… That’s why Iask . Please let me go already .
[Hah… Hah… . Hah . . Hah… . ]
I want to reduce the sound of my breathing . Breathing is difficult . My sense of footing have become unreliable .
Thought of being shredded to pieces .
No— such thoughts must be thrown away . Run away . I have to escape . My instinct tells me so .
I don’t want to die . Right now, what’s controlling me is just my instinct . Everything was left to my instinct .
Again, it overflowed . Tears .
Even though, I’m not sad . Even though, I’m not happy .
It’s just, I’m scared .
[Hah~! Hah~! Hah~!]
……… . . Eh? No . I’m not scared . There’s a scary thing, but…
The reason for my tears is another emotion .
Emotions I have recently tasted At that time,
Ga~ tsu!
I’ve stumble upon something that stand out .
In the first place, It was fortunate that I had been able to run through this darkness until now…
[Gah… Guh!? Hah~ Hah~]
Ah, I see . I understand . I’m scared but tears won’t come out .
