Ball of Nothing

Chapter 24


Chapter 24

(I've created such a wonderful world . )
"Yes, you have! In fact, I can't wait to bring Clow and Rose along to tour this new world . " Zesti squealed .
Clow and Zesti didn't look as enthusiastic and remained silent . My past self didn't say anything either but it wasn't hard to guess what I was feeling .
Dissatisfaction .
Even after creating so many things, the one thing that my past self wanted still wasn't fulfilled . From the syncing of memories, I knew what my past self wanted . It was what I wanted too at the beginning .
(Mm, it's wonderful indeed . However, all this is for nought . My only desire is still unfulfilled . )
Puzzled, Zesti looked at Clow and Rose but neither of them knew .
(If only I could move from this spot . . . )
Hearing this, Zesti lit up . "I know! How about we carry you to wherever you'd like to go?"
Tried they did . However, the darkness couldn't be grasped by hands, touched or moved . My past self sighed . It was futile . Hence the only thing left to do was to send Zesti away with Clow and Rose hoping they could find a solution .
After the last of the divine beings left, the darkness grew bigger . Everything drifted away from it and slowly, the things I could see faded away once more . Was this how I ended up in the darkness? Everything that was created simply moved away, leaving the empty space behind . No matter how great the creation, it wasn't enough to fill this void . While things changed and moved, I remained constant . It seemed like my past self was unable to escape this misery either .
When everything faded to black again, my past self finally gave in and slept . It was a restless sleep with so many thoughts and ideas battling it out . The solutions my past self came up with might be different from what I came up with but we ended up with the same results . No matter how brilliant it was, one couldn't simply change one's fate .
If the newbie God had not come by, I might never be able to move from that space . Then again, this was strange . When Zesti grabbed my past self, she couldn't touch me . Why was it that a mere space rock was able to move me along? Something didn't add up . Was it because the newbie god wasn't a creation of mine? No, Sedna was able to touch me too . That's not making sense! Something changed .
I changed .
But how?
[Do you want to view Memory Fragment 6/6 now? Caution: Might cause intense grief . ]
Intense grief? Nothing is scarier than not knowing, bring it on!