Fluffy consciousness . Fluffy world . Just like to be buried in big cotton candy . I think such a thing . Right now I only light sleep . It is time I realize that I am asleep, yet I can not move . Beside, I do not want to move . I will dream at this time with awareness . Feeling it is a dream, you can stay asleep . A nostalgic voice . Nostalgic time . Soaked tenderness . The world that you could immerse .
He accepted that I did not do anything . I do not have to do anything . Because, people other than me are excellent . Certainly everyone was excellent . He do not care if I do not do anything .
I was excellent as well . But that was too small in the world where I was born, something that is not even a matter .
“That child can not be put out, because it will be a shame of our house, even he also have the excellent genes like everyone else, such a child has been born”
Someone said such a thing . Were she the mother? Was he the father ? I kept sleeping . Because everyone will let me do . Because I was told to do so . You do not have to do anything . You do not have to go anywhere . So – do not appear in anyone’s eyes . Every adults said so .
My body that has not hit the sunlight is white and thin, almost like a vampire girl . (T . N: Loli-gramp also think so) I kept sleeping in the world . Sometimes get up and read books, try cooking, try what I can do without going out . Occasionally the “excellent people” who came to see me looked at me with two kinds of eyes . Mokery and pity .
Among them, there’s a child with a compassionate eyes, she sometimes watched me with a wet eyes from the other side of the iron lattice . She really feel sad for me to the point she can’t bear it, I thought it would be easier if I got ridiculed instead .
“Do not mind, please do not mind . The rice will come out and you can make it yourself if you feel like … You can also order a snack, so do not cry . Ah . Oh, yes, I recently learned a variety of voices without changing their facial expressions . (MC also show Felnote)
I told such a thing across the iron grating, to a child that was about to cry . Although I was always sleepy I do not remember much . I think I did such a story .
Happy time . Nobody disturbs my sleep . I was satisfied in that world . For some reason, I was supposed to reincarnate in a different world .
It is quite a nuisance after all . Thanks to that, I have to search for parasitic objects again . It became a chance to use the housekeeping skills that I remembered for the momentuntil I found a person who feed me three meal with snacks and let me sleep freely . Even though I did not feel motivated, even though I have been made to reincarnate by surprise . I would rather like you give it to a more serious person . There would have been plenty of people better than I am . There must have been a lot of people who have more obsession than I am .
“N, ni ~yu…”
My body moved quickly . Words that are meaningless will leak out of my mouth . The time of a slight sleep is over and I am about to wake up from sleep .
… It is troublesome .
I wish I could stay asleep . While thinking about such a thing, the fluctuating consciousness slowly emerges . It was annoying even to forcibly raise a conscious rise, I just left my heart to that feeling .
